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2007-01-01T09:04:00.000-08:00

Went to Portugal, Spain and Genting.
Basically, that's what happened these two months.
Woh. 2006 past really fast.

2006-11-28T07:26:00.000-08:00

check this out.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=YHfL94mtPr8&mode=related&search=
haha the jonas brothers did a rap for amelia.

faretheewell junk food.

2006-11-23T04:57:00.001-08:00

kevin federline is sucha bitch.

2006-11-22T06:54:00.000-08:00

SCOTTY DOESN'T KNOW!!
haha i watched eurotrip again.
oh there's this yo momma joke i didnt get..
'yo momma got a tattoo on her back that says ''who's the man?'''
i watched the 101 most shocking moments in entertainment..
it was super scary.. for some..
haha and michael jackson made the charts like 6 times.. haha
now you know what i do at home..
watch tv and grow fatter..
haha.
there're some really nice movies coming out!
they look nice....
blood diamond, the pursuit of happiness, bobby, deck the halls, dreamgirls, we are marshall, night at the museum, and more i guess..

10 ways to SUPERSTARDOM.-from e!entertainment.
10. be outstanding.
9. play it gay.-be gay.. like ellen degeneres or however you spell her name.
8. get your geek on.-be a geek and earn big bucks.. like bill gates.
7. get fugly.-be freakishly ugly in movies.. like felicity huffman in transamerica.
6. get stoned.-get on the cover of the rolling stones magazine.
5. have a famous last name.-everyone'll listen to kelly osbourne's songs especially if she
duets with her father-even if it's real bad.
4. kick some ass.-get tough.. get roles like lara croft in tomb raider or something.
3. be a plus one.-get married/attached/pregnant
2. pump it up.-as in pump your boobs up. haha
1. drop your drawers.

2006-11-09T23:56:00.000-08:00

STEPHEN'S HOT. BUT...
TALAN'S HOTTER! MUCH!

now laguna beach sucks.

2006-11-09T19:25:00.000-08:00

watched eurotrip last night on hbo.
haha it was full of shite. but still really nice
i think that scott guy's kinda hot..

2006-11-07T20:02:00.000-08:00

[Aundrea:]Lately, I've been tryin fight whatever's pulling us under
it's got a hold and really makin me wonder
what it takes to get through
I gotta stick with you, my baby
Baby tell me
Maybe I'm foolishly overreacting
But being without you I can't imagine
It's just to close to the heart
And I won't stand it if we're broken apart

[Hook:]
Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you I gotcha back now
When the chips are down
It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I'm gunna stay down and ride for you baby

[Dawn:]
We cuttin it close with the backwards and fowards
It just rockin and rollin we gotta get control of this
Let's take it back to three years ago
When you said that we could make it through whatever, ever
And to me it sounded like you meant forever, ever
Leaving was not an option, baby, never, never
Now don't you believe in a love that's worth a fight
In you is everything that I'm missing
So give us a chance

[Hook:]
Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you I gotcha back now
When the chips are down
It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I'm gunna stay down and ride for you baby

[D. Woods:]
Don't you dare tell me we gotta let it go>
We been on top for too long just to let it go under
I don't wanna hear that
I just can't hear thatand know
Wherever you wanna take me
I'll goI been with you for too long to start over with another
I know that you hear me
Just tell me you hear me

[Hook (D. Wood Ad-Libs):]
Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you I gotcha back now
When the chips are down
It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I'm gunna stay down and ride for you baby

-ride for you, danity kane

2006-11-07T03:25:00.000-08:00

i'm watching napoleon dynamite now.
and it's so stupid.
haha i don't even know what's happening.
haha.
my neck's aching now.
cause yesterday i went to wild wild wet for kim's party
and i went on the thing that was u-shaped like twice, sitting with my back facing the bottom of the u thing
so yeah, basically, the one who goes down first.

2006-11-02T05:54:00.000-08:00

2006-11-01T08:45:00.000-08:00

All the girls and the boys
And people making noise
Just let me hear you shout
Bring 'em out! Bring 'em out!
Pump up your fist
If you twist like this
'Til the lights go out
Bring 'em out! Bring 'em out!

2006-10-31T06:44:00.000-08:00

HAHA THIS IS DANELLA.
OH MAN!
WHAT A BUMMER.
OK SO I'LL BE STUCK IN THIS SUCKFEST.
AND WE MAY NOT EVEN TALK TO EACH OTHER.
OH MAH BALLS I'M GONNA MISS YOU SO MUCH.
NO WONDER SHE'S ASKING ME TO POST ABOUT HER
I GUESS?
AND I THINK JUZZY AND I WILL BE STUCK IN SINGAPORE LIKE FOREVER.
UNLESS WE ACTUALLY MAKE IT AS BIG TIME PRs.
AND PEOPLE LIKE DIDDY ASKS US TO PLAN PARTIES FOR THEM
HAH!
I FANTASIZE TOO MUCH.
HAHA BUT WE'RE (PRESS5CLICK10) GONNA BUILD A HOUSE JUST LIKE JOEY FATONE'S.
ONLY BETTER.
IF WE HAVE ENOUGH MONEY THAT IS.

2006-10-30T06:52:00.000-08:00

haha i just watched yo momma.
and this guy said 'tell me why this guy's so ugly that the producers had to come up with a new show 'pimp my face''
haha and he also said 'yo momma so black she went to a funeral butt-naked and was still properly dressed'

haha ok now about danella.
hmm.
i don't know what to say.
so maybe i'll post about her tomorrow.

2006-10-29T04:06:00.000-08:00

ONE TWO THREE TO THE FOUR
I THINK IT'S TIME TO GET ON THE FLOOR
IF YOU'RE LOOKING FOR A HOT CHICK TO BRING
I'M TELLING YOU BOY IT'S GONNA BE ME

2006-10-29T01:28:00.000-08:00

PRESS 5 CLICK 10!

PARTNERS!

WE'VE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR 11 YEARS!

RADJ!

TWINS!

RACAJ!

HIPPIES! HORNY AND CREATIVE!

THREE RACHELS!

TWOTHREE!!

2006-10-26T06:12:00.000-07:00

CAN'T WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS!

ok so today was the last day of school.
suckfest. oooh bummer.
ok there's lotsa things i wanna say my friends.
but it aint the end of our friendship.
so i'll save it and write it in my will.
hahaha.
yeah so i hope yall know i love you and all ok?
especially to PRESS5CLICK12
and MY AWESOME PARTNER, FUTURE PRs, AMERICANS, SUPERSTARDOM, JUZZYROO!
haha and MY WONDERFUL POPULAR BURIAL BUDDY BANELLA!-(alliteration, again.)
haha today's our 11th anniversary for knowing each other..
cool huh?

oh man this song's really sad..
say goodbye-s club 7
oh man i think the video's screwed up.

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
Oh don't you cry
Cause true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'll never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
standing on the same street corner though no regrets

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only i could stop the world i'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
Oh don't you cry
Cause true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll comfort you
Nothing will ever change the way i feel

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

2006-10-25T04:39:00.000-07:00

An old man turned ninety-eight
He won the lottery and died the next day
It's a black fly in your chardonnay
It's a death row pardon two minutes too late
Isn't it ironic... don't you think?

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought... it figures

Mr. play it safe was afraid to fly
He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids goodbye
He waited his whole damn life to take that flight
And as the plane crashed down he thought
"well isn't this nice..."
And isn't it ironic... don't you think?

Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face

A traffic jam when you're already late
A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
And then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn't it ironic... don't you think?
A little too ironic... and yeah i really do think...
Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out
Helping you out

ironic-alanis morisette.

2006-10-23T20:28:00.000-07:00

this is my wonderful friend, danella.
the amazing thing is that i've known her for 11 years already.
happy danella?

OH MAN! 84th POSITION!!
I DON'T THINK I CAN GET INTO 3/2..

2006-10-21T07:12:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ONHTWiVJYYI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O-vDb94kYZg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mhtFfmXpugs

2006-10-18T06:39:00.000-07:00

i hope the psi thing goes kinda high.
so we don't have to play ultimate frisbee.
if not then i hope we win.

2006-10-15T07:04:00.000-07:00

haha just bought a new bag.
don't know what to post now.
i ate alot today for lunch.
tom yam ramen..
sushi..
ice lemon tea..
fried prawn..
haha and i just ran for 30 mins.
well i was brisk walking most of the time i guess.
hah

2006-10-09T22:10:00.000-07:00

VS
VS

she's screwed.

----->

i was bored.

2006-10-09T06:31:00.000-07:00

oh my gawh..
go here:
http://www.lyricsandsongs.com/song/759701.html
it's about britney.
hah and justin wrote it, i guess.
haha i hope they get back together.
they're so compatible.
ok WERE.
cause now she's so fat. and dumb.

2006-09-24T07:54:00.000-07:00

DANIELLE WHITE"S VOICE IS BLOODY POWER!

2006-09-22T22:59:00.000-07:00

woohoo!!
haha just remembered about american juniors and s club 8.
haha american juniors are so good! i love the songs.
and frankie from s club 8 is so pretty. and hot too.
and this guy.. calvin yeah from s club 8 too.
he's hot.

oh american juniors sang these two songs. which are so nice.

What's the matter with the clothes I'm wearing
Can't you tell that your tie's too wide
Maybe I should buy some old tab collars
Welcome back to the age of jive
Where have you been hidin' out lately, honey
You can't dress trashy
'Til you spend a lot of money
Everybody's talkin' 'bout the new sound
Funny, but it's still rock and roll to me

What's the matter with the car I'm drivin'
Can't you tell that it's out of style
Should I get a set of white wall tires
Are you gonna cruise a miracle mile
Nowadays you can't be too sentimental
You best bet's a true baby blue Continental
Hot funk, cool punk, even if it's old junk
It's still rock and roll to me

Oh, it doesn't matter what they say in the papers
'Cause it's always been the same old scene
There's a new band in town
But you can't get the sound From a story in a magazine
Aimed at your average teen How about a pair of pink sidewinders
And a bright orange pair of pants
Well, you could really be a Beau Brummel baby
If you just give it half a chance
Don't waste your money on a new set of speakers
You get more mileage from a cheap pair of sneakers
Next phase, new wave , dance craze, anyways
It's still rock and roll to me

Whooooooooa-ho
What's the matter with the crowd I'm seein'
Don't you know that their out of touch
Should I try to be a straight 'A' student
If you are then you think too much
Don't you know about the new fashion honey
All you need are looks and a whole lotta money
It's the next phase, new wave , dance craze, anyways
It's still rock and roll to me

Everybody's talkin' 'bout the new sound
Funny, but it's still rock and roll to me

still rock n roll to me.

Nobody can tell ya;
There's only one song worth singin'.
They may try and sell ya,
'cause it hangs them upto see somone like you.

But you've gotta make your own kind of music
sing your own special song,
make your own kind of music
even if nobody else sings along.

So if you cannot take my hand,
and if you must be goin',
I will understand.
You're gonna be knowing
the loneliest kind of lonely.
It may be rough goin',
just to do your thing's the hardest thing to do.

But you've gotta make your own kind of music
sing your own special song,
make your own kind of music
even if nobody else sings along.

So if you cannot take my hand,
and if you must be goin',
I will understand.

You gotta make your own kind of music
sing your own special song,
make your own kind of music
even if nobody else sings along.

make your own kinda music.

2006-09-20T04:15:00.000-07:00

we had to do a speech for ep yesterday.
and danella wrote hers as if it was for winning as oscar for the best actress.
haha.

Hey Miss Murder can I?
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Make beauty stay if I,
Take my life?
Whoa-oh-ohh
With just a look they shook
And heavens bowed before him.
Simply a look can break your heart.
The stars that pierce the sky;
He left them all behind.
We’re left to wonder why
He left us all behind.
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Make beauty stay if I,
Take my life?
Whoa-oh-ohh(ohh)
Dreams of his crash won’t pass
Oh, how they all adored him
Beauty will last when spiraled down.
The stars that mystify
He left them all behind.
And how his children cried
He left us all behind.
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Make beauty stay if I,
Take my life?
Whoa-oh-ohh
What's the hook, the twist
Within this verbose mystery?
I would gladly bet my life upon it.
That the ghost you love, your ray of light
Will fizzle out without hope.
We're the empty set just floating through, wrapped in skin
Ever searching for what we were promised.
Reaching for that golden ring we'd never let go,
but who would ever let us put put our filthy hands upon it?
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Make beauty stay if I,
Take my life?
Whoa-oh-ohh
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Make beauty stay if I,
Take my life?
Whoa-oh-ohh

miss murder-afi

2006-09-14T08:47:00.000-07:00

muahahaha!!
LUKAS WON!
and dilana's gonna have a record deal.
cool much.

oh amelia!
remember constance said she dreamt that a guy with spiked hair won rockstar supernova?
haha lukas has spiked hair!
we should ask her to sleep and see if we're gonna be rockstars in america next time.
haha

woohoo
jasmine's OUT!
but i think jonathan will win.
but he's so ugly and he mumbles when he sings.
rockstar is so much better!
and the performances are much more fun than singapore idol.
it's so wannabe-ish.
i hope there'll not be another singapore idol cause it was screwed the day your face turned yellow.
and when mathilda went out instead of joakim.

haha i love this picture although it happened quite long ago.

ok i gotta go sleep.

2006-09-14T00:17:00.000-07:00

YOU GOT SERVED.

something was missing in school today..
juzzy! haha
ate some suay kow soup noodles for recess. it was quite nice.
aud and i are gonna buy our wallets after the chinese exam on the 9th.
then juzzy danella rachel leong aud and i will have the same type of wallets
hopefully the shop wont close down before we buy our wallets.

yesterday was really fun..
during science danella kept saying curvacious constance.
hahahaha
the please please song is so funny. and nice too.

ok i gotta go think of some nice quotes for danella.

2006-09-10T08:13:00.000-07:00

Oh Mama,
I'm in fear for my life from the long arm of the law
Law man has put an end to my running and I'm so far from my home
The jig is up, the news is out
They finally found me
The renegade who had it made
Retrieved for a bounty
Never more to go astray
This'll be the end today
Of the wanted man
Oh Mama,
I've been years on the lam and had a high price on my head
Lawman said 'Get him dead or alive' and it's for sure he'll seeme dead
Dear Mama I can hear you cryin',
you're so scared and all alone
Hangman is comin' down from the gallows and I don't have very long
The jig is up, the news is out
They finally found me
The renegade who had it made
Retrieved for a bounty
Never more to go astray
The judge'll have revenge today
On the wanted man
Oh Mama,
I'm in fear for my life from the long arm of the law
Law man has put an end to my running and I'm so far from my home
The jig is up, the news is out
They finally found me
The renegade who had it made
Retrieved for a bounty
Never more to go astray
This'll be the end today
Of the wanted man

2006-09-04T04:26:00.000-07:00

BLURFING
that's bowling on a surfboard.

i dont feel like blogging anymore.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.
How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine.
So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind.

2006-08-31T08:10:00.000-07:00

Hanging out behind the club on the weekend
Acting stupid, getting drunk with my best friends
I couldn't wait for the summer and the Warped Tour
I remember it's the first time that i saw her...there

She's getting kicked out of school cause she's failing
I'm kinda nervous, cause I think all her friends hate me
She's the one, she'll always be there
She took my hand and that made it i swear

Because I fell in love with the girl at the rock show
She said "why?" and I told her that I didn't know
She's so cool, gonna sneak in through her window
Everything's better when she's around
I can't wait til her parents go out of town
I fell in love with the girl at the rock show

When we said we were gonna move to Vegas
I remember the look her mother gave us
17 without a purpose or direction
We don't owe anyone a fuckin explanation

I fell in love with the girl at the rock show
She said "why?" and I told her that I didn't know
She's so cool, gonna sneak in through her window
Everything's better when she's around
I can't wait til her parents go out of town
I fell in love with the girl at the rock show

Black and white picture of her on my wall
I waited for her call, she always kept me waiting
And if I ever got another chance I'd still ask her to dance
Because she kept me waiting

I fell in love with the girl at the rock show
She said "why?" and I told her that I didn't know
She's so cool, gonna sneak in through her window
Everything's better when she's around
I can't wait til her parents go out of town
I fell in love with the girl at the rock show

with the girl at the rock show
with the girl at the rock show
(I'll never forget tonight)
with the girl at the rock show......

the rock show, blink 182.

2006-08-31T06:53:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!
joakim's out.
the jacket he was wearing was nice.
and hady's t shirt was kinda nice too.

had a really boring teacher's day celebration today.
yesterday was fun
radj went to watch click.
haha it's was so funny
and the jumbo hotdog i had was really good
i'm so bored now.
my sacrifice by creed is so nice.
haha i'm listening to maybe from annie now.
it's nice too.

2006-08-28T07:37:00.000-07:00

ooh mah gah. today was a pretty good day. rach and i were planning our future again. during chinese, cme and pc. that's like4 periods of day dreaming with rachel fan yu ling. WAH WAH WAH. haha anyway cons is sucha dramamama! HAHA AYE SAY MAN. hahahahhaha and amerla thought she had hand foot and mouth again. but then in the end she didnt have that deadly illness. (HAHA) hahahahahhaha.
-justine.

ditto.

2006-08-26T07:46:00.000-07:00

DANITY KANE
that's the new band.
well not exactly new.
but i just watched the last episode of making the band 3.
and aundrea and aubrey got into the band! cool huh.
i think they're the best. they're super good.
hah and to think they're best friends!
ooh whee. oh and their songs are nice too. and they dance really well.
so it's not just some chick band p diddy made to have one really nice song and their done.

oh man singapore kinda really sucks actually.
ahhh i just wanna get outta here, right juzzy?
haha we promised to go to miami or california together.
and she's going into public relations. so maybe i can go to all the cool parties she's gonna plan.
and meet cool people.
i dont think i wanna be a psychologist anymore.
what if i meet some psycho terrorist or some murderer with split personalities.
oh man i watch too much hong kong serials. haha
so i gotta find some other really really cool ambition.
maybe i'll be a.. hmm.. some independent record label person..
or.. some television producer.. like what we do during ep.. it's fun but it gets really frustrating when the bloody computer suddenly hangs after you're done with the video and is about to save it.
i think i'll think about this later.

2006-08-25T09:25:00.000-07:00

SWEET HOME ALABAMA!
i love this movie.
but the country accents were just disturbing.
and that jake guy was quite hot for an old guy.
well not that old but old enough..

wow and i watched the last part of street fighters.
and eddie's million dollor cook-off.
and i watched a bit of spider man.
so many movies in a day.
wasted so much time?
well no. i didnt go to school.
so yeah i studied a little bit.

I PASSED LIT!!
ALLELUIA AND AMEN LORD!
well it wasnt a good pass. but what the heck.
i failed last term. so it means i'm kinda improving right?

oh there's this song that lukas sang really well..

When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eyes
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so very special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so very special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She's running out the door ...
She's running out she's run, run, run, run... run...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so very special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here...

creep, radiohead.

oh and MARIAH! CHRIS DAUGHTRY SANG THIS SONG but it wasnt very nice..
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

broken, seether feat amy lee.

2006-08-24T21:22:00.000-07:00

PISH POSH!!

OH GUESS WHAT?
my mum made another first!
it was last night and it was the first time i heard her say..
'tomorrow dont go to school la. stay at home and rest.'
like ooh whee!
cause normally she'll say tomorrow then see how.
and i always end up going to school.
yeah but this morning my father said woah. still have fever. you want to rest at home?
and i was half asleep. so i was like uhm.
and then he left the house to send my brother to school.

Oh thinkin' about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free

Now nothin' can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me comin' back for more

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

Oh once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you're feelin' down

Yeah nothin' could change what you mean to me
Oh there's lots that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way

And baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

I've been waitin' for so long
For something to arrive
For love to come along
Now our dreams are comin' true
Through the good times and the bad
Yeah I'll be standin' there by you

heaven, bryan adams. ooh i love this song too. hady sang it on singapore idol too. oh and elliot also sang it on american idol.. i think their versions are nicer.

wow.
rockstar supernova's intense..
they're good!
i like lukas and ryan.

I am so high. I can hear heaven.
I am so high. I can hear heaven.
Oh but heaven, no heaven dont hear me.

And they say that a hero can save us.
Im not gonna stand here and wait.
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles.
Watch as we all fly away.

Someone told me love will ALL save us.
But how can that be, look what love gave us.
A world full of killing, and blood-spilling
That world never came.

And they say that a hero can save us.
Im not gonna stand here and wait.
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles.
Watch as we all fly away.

Now that the world isnt ending, its love that Im sending to you.
It isnt the love of a hero, and thats why I fear it wont do.

And they say that a hero can save us.
Im not gonna stand here and wait.
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles.
Watch as we all fly away.

And they're watching us (Watching Us)
And they're watching us (Watching Us)
As we all fly away.yeahaahh...ooouuhh(#3X)

hero, nickelback. lukas also sang it.

2006-08-23T06:47:00.000-07:00

wow.
just finished the powerpoint presentation for the english ad thing.
oh mah gah haha. thrashing part 3 tomorrow..
this is intense man..

ok i think i dont like mark gonzalez anymore yeah.
see how fickle minded i can be with this type of stuff..
but i think i still like shawn pyfrom.. andrew from desperated housewives.
but he was so fat in that show..
ok i shall go change my shabooya now..

I wear a disguise
I'm just your average jane
The super doesn't stand for model
But that doesn't mean I'm plain
If all you see is how I look
You miss the superchick within
And I christen you titanic underestimate and swim
I've got the rifle gonna be myself
I've got the rifle gonna be myself
I've got the rifle gonna be myself
I've got the rifle gonna be myself

I'll be everything that I want to be
I am confidence in insecurity
I am a voice yet waiting to be heard
I'll shoot the shot, bang, that you hear round the world
And I'm a one girl revolution (x3)

Some people see the revolution but most only see the girl
I can lose my hard earned freedom if my fear defines my world
I declare my independence from the critics and their stones
I can find my revolution I can learn to stand alone...

I'll be everything that I want to be
I am confidence in insecurity
I am a voice yet waiting to be heard
I'll shoot the shot, bang, that you hear round the world...
And I'm a one girl revolution (x3)

I'm a one girl revolution
I'm a one girl revolution
And I'm a one girl revolution

I'll be everything that I want to be
I am confidence in insecurity
I am a voice yet waiting to be heard
I'll shoot the shot, bang, that you hear round the world

everything that I want to be
I am confidence in insecurity
I am a voice yet waiting to be heard
I'll shoot the shot, bang, that you hear round the world

one girl revolution, superchick.

2006-08-22T07:18:00.000-07:00

ep sucks.
ok not ep.
the computer we used during ep sucks.
if hung just when we finished it.
gawrsh what's up with that.

just read all the blogs and stuff.
drama llama much.

No matter what they tell us
No matter what they do
No matter what they teach us
What we believe is true

No matter what they call us
However they attack
No matter where they take us
We'll find our own way back

I can't deny what I believe
I can't be what I'm not
I know I'll love forever
I know, no matter what

If only tears were laughter
If only night was day
If only prayers were answered
Then we would hear God say

No matter what they tell you
No matter what they do
No matter what they teach you
What you believe is true

And I will keep you safe and strong
And sheltered from the storm
No matter where it's barren
A dream is being born

No matter who they follow
No matter where they lead
No matter how they judge us
I'll be everyone you need

No matter if the sun don't shine
Or if the skies are blue
No matter what the end is
My life began with you

I can't deny what I believe
I can't be what I'm notI know, I know
I know this love's forever
That's all that matters now
No matter what

no matter what, boyzone.

2006-08-21T06:10:00.000-07:00

DRAMA LLAMA!

IT'S SHABOOYA TIME!

hey (insert name here)
hey what?
introduce yourself
no way
introduce yourself
okay.

shabooya sha sha shabooya..

my name's RACHEL(fan which is me, the person who's blogging).
cannavaro is a drag.
and when i shake it.
ooh! says MICHAEL BALLACK!

my name's JUSTINE.
i have a bill.
and on it says.
i love PAUL TWOHILL!

my name's DANELLA.
ahh i see a tiger.
and when i shake it.
ooh goes TEDDY GEIGER!

my name's AMELIA.
i love to say 'baka'.
and when i watch soccah.
i say ooh look it's KAKA!

my name's CONSTANCE.
i am so gorgeous.
and when i shake it.
i attract FERNANDO TORRES!

my name's MARIAH.
i have a coke can.
and when i shake it.
oooh hot ZIDANE!

my name's RACHEL(leong).
i bathe in mud.
and when i shake it.
'ooh' says GERRARD!

my name's ANNE.
my friends say i'm sick.
and when i shake it.
ANDY RODDICK!

my name's AUDREY.
i am a bimbo.
and when my fringe is up.
i see CANNAVARO!

my name's TATYANA.
i eat eggs and go 'ahem'.
i suddenly choked.
when i saw BECKHAM!

cool huh?
mariah and i made most of them. and rachel leong too.
haha it's from bring it on all or nothing..

2006-08-19T09:47:00.000-07:00

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Babe I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
'Cause I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
That this is not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

home michael buble. i love this song.

2006-08-19T09:32:00.000-07:00

you love me but you dont know me.

yesterday was full of accidents.
first rachel leong burnt herself.
then ruth veronica mariah and i got cut by glass.
but mine is like really really minor.
when i was bathing i dropped the shampoo bottle and the cover cracked.
and lotsa other stuff too.

i wanna watch john tucker must die, hairspray, lovewrecked and material girls.
oh and the breakup too.
oh guess what? sophia bush kinda kissed brittany snow.
yeah haha cause in john tucker must die..
sophia bush was teaching her to be a good kisser.
so yeah they kissed and this guy saw and he was like wow. do that again kiss her again.
or something like that.
and they jesse metcalfe and his basketball team wore women's thongs to play basketball.
sick much.

I heard you crying
Somebody stole my soul
How could I be dying
I turned 20, five days ago

Were all on the ground
Just crying out
somebody save me please
I wont sit around just thinking about
The troubles that tommorrow brings

Im dying to be alive, yeah
Im dying to be alive, yeah
Lets not go through our lives
Without just dying to be alive
Yeah

The people youve touched
The way youve touched them
I hope theyve touched you too
cause in this life, its hard to tell
What is false and what is true

Were all on the ground
Just crying out
Would somebody save me please
I wont sit around just thinking about
The troubles that tommorrow brings

Im dying to be alive, yeah
Not trying to just survive, yeah
Lets not go through our lives
Without just dying to be alive
Yeah

And we all come,tumbling down
No matter how strong
We all return to the ground
Another day gone, a day closer to fate
And soon well find its a little bit too late

The things you see
The way you see them.
Will never been seen again
Lets go through life livin on luck
Betting ten thousand to ten
yeah

Mistakes Ive made in this life
I cant say why or when
But the thing thats strange is you only live once
Ill never look back again
Yeah

Im dying to be alive, yeah
Not trying to just survive, yeah
Lets not go through our lives
Without just dying to be alive
Yeah

And we all come,tumbling down
No matter how strong
We all return to the ground
In the days to come youll say why did I wait
You cant just leave your life up to fate
You got to turn it around before its too late

dying to be alive hanson.

2006-08-08T07:30:00.000-07:00

i realised that like alot of those guy celebrities around our age are like cuter and more handsome when they're younger..
like that pay it forward guy, richie rich and this alex pettyfer guy.
and shawn pyfrom is kinda cute? if he slims down that is.

the national day celebrations were super boring today.
yeah and after the celebrations i had some farewell lunch thing for the sec 4s.
ohmyscheizer we took so much salmon.
but it was good.
yeah i ate so much la.
ohman i'm so tired i dont feel like blogging anymore.
oh when we were leaving mandy took three jelly dessert thing..
and the colours were black dark pink and yellow..
and like wow.
GERMANY!!
haha.. cool huh? oohwhee.

i just read a magazine and guess what?
lindsay lohan has a new man?
suprising huh? so not.
yeah and he's harry morton..
some hard rock cafe heir and owner of some chapalang mexican restaurant.
yeah and they were high on alcohol and marijuana at disneyland?
like whatthehell.
what bitches man.

ok i'm so tired now.
and it just doesnt seem right.

2006-08-05T01:54:00.000-07:00

watched nick cannon wild and out.
ooh whee. it's super funny
this short guy made fun of the other short guy's hair.
and this other short guy said back to him..
you may not like my hairstyle, i can wear a hat,
but you're broke and you're fat,
i dont think they have a hat for that.
haha
and there was one game about what they think will be written on a celebrity's tombstone.
oh and they also had to do a before and after on some topic that the dj gives and there's one about going to las vegas..
before:
a guy: (driving) yeah baby we're goin to vegas..
the other guy: yeah we're gonna meet hot girls and win money..
after:
a guy: oh man.. i lost all my money.. now hot chicks wont even look at me..
the other guy: hey.. whatever happens in vegas, stays in vegas alright?
(bends over to french the other guy)
another funny one was handphones were invented.
before:
guy: hey can i see your panties?
girl: yeah.(lifts up skirt)
after:
guy: hey can i see your panties?
girl: yeah.(lifts up skirt)
guy: (snaps a photo of it and send it to his friends)
and got alot more..

i'm hungry.

2006-08-02T03:54:00.000-07:00

yo momma's teeth so yellow
when she drank water
it became lemonade

yo momma so stupid
she shouted into the letter
cause she wanted to send voicemail

yo momma so stupid
she tried to arrange M&M
in alphabetical order

yo momma so skinny
wilmer dumped lindsay
just to date her

haha i got all that from yo momma..
it's damn funny..
you should watch it.
there're lots more funny ones..

took 153 home and this couple..
probably aged 18-20
were slanging big time.
and they were talking really loudly.
i sat like five or more seats in front of them and i could hear their conversation
it was about who lived near heartland mall
and the girl was saying 'but i also live near heartland mall'
'i live near heartland mall'
and more sentences about living near heartland mall.
ohmyscheizer i tell you.
it was super annoying

I HAVE DECIDED TO STOP LIKING ZAC EFRON.

2006-08-01T03:45:00.000-07:00

ooh whee!
mrs tan led the morning prayer and the prayer was quite funny..
and she sounded super gentle..
totally opposite as when she's calling audrey and tatyana.
haha..
there's one question in the science book that asked how do you make you tea cooler or something like that..
and guess what kimberley wrote?!
i dont drink tea so i dont know..
like whatthehell?! of all people KIMMIE-NEUTRON?

was supposed to go home with marilyn.
but she had to buy something for her maid.
ohmyscheizer she's so fickle minded..
haha.. she took so long to choose the cake and present when she already knew what she wanted to get.

2006-07-28T01:57:00.000-07:00

hey yall.
i'm bored and audrey i still want aint no other man.
took a bus home today..
and on my way to the bus stop..
i saw 153 but i missed it..
and i had to wait like another 10 minutes for the next 153 to come.
on the bus i almost fell asleep and missed my stop.
but i didnt yeah.
so when i got off it started to drizzle and i had to walk home. but luckily..
after a few seconds it stopped.

wow. aint it interesting?
haha had english in the computer lab and paula played the high school musical songs.
and almost everyone started singing along.
and ms ratulangi gave that what the hell face. haha.

hey.. i'll be here for you always.. 24/7..
just like you did..
just so you know..
you'll always have me ok?
and i'm just a phonecall away.
oh and dont worry about it.

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above

2006-07-27T00:57:00.000-07:00

aint my blogskin nice?

2006-07-25T23:17:00.000-07:00

haha. i'm in school right now.
this is so illegal..
haha..
learnt some funny german stuff and other language stuff.
haha.. like szhi-zer and shi-bah.
southpark is nice..
this is so random
ok i gotta go now..
got projects to do..
bye..

2006-07-18T05:00:00.000-07:00

Indonesian Idol 1 --- Joy&Delon Duet The Prayer

they're bloody good..
especially the girl..
and singapore idol compared to this is a parady of the idol stuff. seriously.
except hady. haha he's the best in singapore idol.

2006-07-06T06:49:00.000-07:00

gawrsh yeah aud..
e learning sucks.
it's so complicating and we have to install like so much shit.
it's screwing my computer up.
but the good thing about it is that we dont have to wake up at 6 in the morning and carry our heavy bags filled with books and crap to school.

oh man c div's coming..
it's like on tuesday.
oh man. and we had training today.
oh and i saw anthony. hah and mandy was like eww i dont wanna see his disgusting face.

i'm so bored now..
i still have math and chinese to do at e learning.
and i absolutely dont know what to do for lit.

oh juzzy..
haha i woke up like at 8 40 yeah..
and i couldnt go back to sleep la.
haha.. and i hate coke.
i prefer pepsi.

2006-06-30T07:50:00.000-07:00

celebrated youth day today..
stephanie liau came too..

it kinda sucked?
oh i thought people who have an infatuation with some guy who absolutely doesnt know you're existing would be like excited or whatever the reaction is.. to find out that their friend likes him too?
haha right?
but that aint the case with rachel leong..
haha
she likes steven gerrard and i agreed.
and she was like.. NO!! you CANT like him!!
haha and i was really shocked.. hahahaha

the performances were ok..
but dance was nice.. same as the ones they did during dance night i guess?
yeah i cheered really loudly for juzzy cheryl janice auyong melly mariah and all la.
and they heard. i think
well they better!!

and it was bloody hot la.
now my eyes are like so droopy.
haha.. oh i think it's because of the choir costumes too.
haha.. their performance was like some national day parade thing.
haha and they were so cute la.
but they didnt use the green cloth thing..

gotta help out at the primary school's carnival tomorrow.
gawrsh.. it's late.
well actually no..
but i just had to figure a way to end this post.

2006-06-27T08:43:00.000-07:00

sorry havent been updating for a real long time.
so long that my internet history thing doesnt even have blogger.com
it's troublesome la.
anyway..
i realised something.
cheh cheh geraldine cheh cheh nee and i can bitch damn alot.
haha..

training today wasnt training.
it was like a simulation of c div singles.
which is coming like in less than 2 weeks.
gawrsh.

told my friends cheh cheh nee's fan joke..
haha danella still finds it funny.. and it's like the second day alrdy.
haha..

oh yeah i'm so sorry i didnt buy anything for you aud.
so i'll go buy yeah..
haha i guess?
cause we're twins.

going to rachel leong's mansion on monday..
to celebrate her birthday partaye.

i realised that zac efron isnt cute.
he's just hot.
haha. and elliot from cheaper by the dozen 2 is cute..
what's his name..? let me check.. Taylor Lautner..
oh but i'm older than him ha!
anne likes him too..
but i think she's too tall.. haha

yeah and i watched sister act 2..
and i didnt know lauryn hill was a black?
gawrsh.. i bet all of you didnt know either huh?

wow. i realised i realised damn alot of stuff la.
haha.
and juzzy and i sorta have telepathy..
haha we sed sucks la at the same time today cause our whole class switched lockers and ours were at the bottom.

ok i better go sleep now.

2006-05-23T06:32:00.000-07:00

we went to the airport for a math trail today.
it was fun until the lady didnt give us points.
and until we were too tired to do the stuff..
but.. all the singing with juzzy aud and mariah was really fun man.
and mariah kept getting pissed at juzzy and i cause we kept singing the wrong lyrics. haha
yeah so after that m.a.r.t and r(a)dj went to burger king to eat and we bitched about her again.
gawrsh what's wrong with us..
haha so after that we went back to school to like practise the mass dance..
and guess who wasn't there..
ahem as usual..
we danced and then tat aud juzzy and i felt hungry so we went down to buy food.
but the back gate was locked so we had to walk one big round to get tasty nuggets and ice blended and oreo cheesecake..
kinda worth it.
yeah but when we were walking back into the school tat and juzzy felt hungry again so we all went to buy food again.
after that.. we played netball.. woah so tiring lah..
and i could tell that she's happy.. so i felt happy too.
and later cons kerlene and samira came and we went up to class and danced and then we went home.

2006-05-18T03:38:00.000-07:00

i did so badly in all the subjects i got back lah..
except english..
bummer..
gawrsh.
audrey and i kept singing the high school musical songs.
haha. they're so nice!
and mariah and i kept singing the geek in the pink song.
elliot's out..
i mean what the heck?
taylor's super weird
and his voice aint ultra nice.
gawrsh..
ugh today's so screwed.

2006-05-14T20:00:00.000-07:00

gawrsh! i hate taylor!

2006-04-28T00:31:00.000-07:00

so..
we haven't been talking much for awhile.
yeah and even though we sit together and all we don't talk that much anymore..
gawrsh i hate this feeling.
so yeah anyway..
we're drifting apart i guess.
yeah and i just wanted to tell you..
no matter how much we change..
even if we're not as close anymore..
i'll always be here for you.
you can tell me anything, really.
yeah i'll always love you amelia.

today was just freaky.
haha freaky friday!
pe was fun..
even d/t was fun..
cause danella and i were like talking the whole time.
yeah and we tested mariah on some handwriting stuff.
like danella and i wrote our names and all and she had to guess who wrote which one.
haha. and she got all of it right!
amazing huh.
yeah then later we decided to draw flowers and ask her to guess.
and she got that wrong! hah!
IN YOUR FACE!
haha. yeah then the next one we drew two lines and asked her to guess.
but she didnt want to.
haha. yeah we were singing the zack and cody theme song too.
and we were writing stuff on mariah's file.
gawrsh today was whacked!

2006-04-27T00:01:00.000-07:00

ZAC EFRON!!
he's hot.
haha
freaky friday's so funny.
'how 'bout twenty percent off catering?'-mum
'i already have a caterer pei pei.'
'uh mum.. there's something i wanted to tell you..'-anna
'ok..! how 'bout i do..!'-pei pei
haha so funny lah..
so are we still called racaj or press 5? or is it both??
we had ep today and we remade the yeah whatever song.

one day i met keekee at the beach and she was like ugh and i was like..
YEAH WHATEVER!
one time i fell down from ten flights of stairs and broke all my bones and i was like..
YEAH WHATEVER!
one time i choked on this fishball and i was like..
YEAH WHATEVER!
one time i looked at this clock and a spider fell on me and i was like..
YEAH WHATEVER!
one time some dogs licked my toes and i was like..
YEAH WHATEVER!
one time this old lady got bang down by a car and i was like..
YEAH WHATEVER!
one time i looked at the floor and started talking to it and my friends were like..
YEAH WHATEVER!
one time the doctor called and said i had cancer and i was like..
YEAH WHATEVER!
AND THIS IS OUR UNITED STATES OF WHATEVER!!

2006-04-25T23:27:00.000-07:00

gawrsh.
had to walk in the rain again.
high school musical! i wanna watch it.
listening to breaking free now. it's quite nice.
we had a black strap sling bag gang today. haha
aud tat juzzay anne cons and me.
juzzy and i were like trying to say it real fast but we couldnt lah.
haha. went back with aud today.
she was so retarded lah haha.
art was quite fun..
mariah kept talking and making us laugh. haha.
juzzy mariah aud and i were walking out of school.
yeah but juzzy wasnt going to the interchange so then we were like persuading her to come with us.
and mariah was like it's either us or eva. cause she was standing at the side gate there.
yeah then she was like uhmmm.. that's a tough one. haha

[Troy:]
We’re soarin’, flyin',
There’s not a star in heaven that we can’t reach
[Gabriella:]
If we’re tryin’,
so we’re breakin’ free
[Troy:]
You know the world can see us,
in a way that’s different than who we are
[Gabriella:]
Creating space between us,
till we’re separate hearts
[Both:]
But your faith,
it gives me strength,
Strength to believe
[Troy:]
We’re breakin’ free
[Gabriella:]
We’re soarin’
[Troy:]
Flyin’
[Both:]
There’s not a star in heaven that we can’t reach
[Troy:]
If we’re tryin’
[Both:]
Yeah we’re breakin’ free
[Troy:]
Oh we’re breakin’ free
[Gabriella:]
Ooohhhhhhh
[Troy:]
Can you feel it building,
Like a wave the ocean just can’t control
[Gabriella:]
Connected by a feeling
[Both:]
Ohhhhh
[Gabriella:]
In our very souls
[Troy:]
Very souls
[Both:]
Rising till it lifts us up,
so everyone can see
[Troy:]
We’re breakin’ free
[Gabriella:]
We’re soarin’
[Troy:]
Flyin'
[Both:]
There’s not a star in heaven that we can’t reach
[Troy:]
If we’re tryin’
[Both:]
Yeah we’re breakin’ free
[Troy:]
Oh we’re breakin’ free
[Gabriella:]
Ohhhhh Runnin'
[Troy:]
Climbin’ To get to that place
[Both:]
To be all that we can be
[Troy:]
Now’s the time
[Both:]
So we’re breakin’ free
[Troy:]
We’re breakin’ free
[Both:]
Oooh yaaaaa
[Troy:]
More than hope,
More than faith
[Gabriella:]
This is true,
this is fate,
And together
[Both:]
We see it coming
[Troy:]
More than you,
More than me
[Gabriella:]
Not a want,
but a need
[Both:]
Both of us breakin free
[Gabriella:]
Soarin’
[Troy:]
Flyin’
[Both:]
There’s not a star in heaven that we can’t reach
If we’re tryin’
[Troy:]
Yeah we’re breakin’ free
[Gabriella:]
Breakin’ free we’re runnin’
[Troy:]
Oohhh climbin’
[Both:]
To get to the place to be all that we can be,
Now’s the time
[Troy:]
Now’s the time
[Gabriella:]
So we’re breakin’ free
[Troy:]
Oh breakin’ free
[Gabriella:]
Ohhh
[Both:]
You know the world can see us,
in a way that’s different than who we are

2006-04-24T23:38:00.000-07:00

took the train home.
HAH! IN YOUR FACE DANELLA.
haha..

You, You're always there for me
When I need you most
Day and night you're by my side
Protecting me
When I feel like crashing down
You seem to be around
There you are
You're not that far cos

Whenever, where ever baby
You'll protect me
No matter what
Hold me tight with all your might
And you'll never let me go
Protecting me

You listen to me whenI speak out loud and you
You know when my hearts been bent
When my lifes tumbling around
You take me off the ground
You tell me everythings ok

Whenever, where ever baby
You'll protect me
No matter what
Hold me tight with all your might
You'll never let me go

You'll never let me go
You'll never let me go
You'll never let me go

When its my turn (My turn)
To help you out (Help you out)
I glady lift you up without a doubt

(Whenever) Whenever,where ever baby
You'll protect me
No matter what
Hold me tight with all your might
You'll never let me go (Let me go)

Whenever, where ever baby
I'll protect youNo matter what
Hold you tight, with all my might
And I'll never let you go (Let you go)

You, you're always there for me
When I need you most
Day and night you're by my side
Protecting me
Protecting me

2006-04-24T04:10:00.000-07:00

everyone was curious.
especially the close ones.

A photo, can say a thousand things
But it can't say the million things
I wanna say
A photo, can capture the way we were
But it can't capture the way we are
Cause you're far away

What it's like to know you
What it's like to touch you
Yeah...

When you told me that you loved me
Were those just words?
You can't tell me you don't need me
And I know that hurts
Cause I'm looking at your picture
Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day, you and me will have
One more shot

Timing, lost minutes and moments
Yeah, I might be lonely, girl
But I'm not afraid
In a second, it all comes right back to me
No, nothing's forgotten now
Yeah, everything's saved

What it's like to touch you
What it's like to know you
Yeah...

When you told me that you loved me
Were those just words?
You can't tell me you don't need me
And I know that hurts
Cause I'm looking at your picture
Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day you and me will have
One more shot

You were my life
You were my faith
You gave me hope everyday

When you told me that you loved me
Were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
And I know that hurts
Cause I'm looking at your picture
Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day you and me will have
One more shot

2006-04-21T00:30:00.000-07:00

i didnt see it coming.
i had no clue it was her.
sometimes you just have to be really really close to that person to actually feel it.
well i know i didnt feel it.
friendships are meant to last forever.
jealousy is just an obstacle you gotta overcome.
when you have problems with a friend you know like for quite a long time and are really close to.
it just feels like shite.
you can't tell her she's changed and all.
for fear she'd hate you.
even if that friend is really understanding..
you won't have the guts to tell her.
because you'll feel guilty after that.
and that clique your friend and you always hang out with..
you won't dare to tell them.
you're not sure whose side they'll be on..
well juzzy.. i'll always be on your side ok?
so dont worry.
even if the whole world's against you..
there'll always be one person who'd be on your side.
i love you juzzy.

2006-04-20T04:04:00.000-07:00

Everyday in French class,
I ask Madamosele for the girls' room pass.
And my heart fills with emotion,
As I'm struck once again by the same old notion!
All alone in the hallways is always
Just a stairwell, the lockers, and me
'Cause the hallways in big ways and small ways,
Are such a lonely place to be.
Yes, alone in the hallways as always,
the garbage cans are my only friends.
I've always hated to be isolated,
but then third peroid ends.
And these halls I was in,
will soon be buzzin,
with students and teachers,
and jocks and their sneakers.
The bell starts ringing and everybody's singing,
Won't be alone,
on my own in the hallways
No More!!

haha science was fun today
mrs tan was so funny haha.
we went to the netball place to support the netballers.
and two people came together.
and the guy was married already? with kids?
ooh.. SCANDALOUS!
the woman's a slut lah. haha.
yeah the c div got second and steph kum totally had an emotional breakdown.
so scary cause usually she's like so happy and all.
yeah.
the b div beat raffles again. and got first! haha
so after the matches i went home with marilyn.
it was raining so heavily.
so marilyn mandy and i were like drenched.
it was so sick.
our shoes were flooded with rain.
and no taxi driver wanted to take us in.
cause we were so wet i guess.
but one taxi driver was kind enough to let us wet his taxi.

2006-03-26T05:51:00.000-08:00

haha so cool right? i look as if i'm crying. haha.

justine and nick.. melly and joseph..

so then i'm with kevin?

eww. dont want.

haha feeling retarded now.

2006-03-26T03:14:00.000-08:00

this post is super long cause i had a great day yesterday.

celebrated danella, tat and auyong's birthdays yesterday.
is was super fun!
haha.
so i woke up and went to danella's house at like 9 in the morning..
yeah. and i had to teach her to carry her new crumpler bag.
and iron her shirt.. haha. so retarded.
then later at around 11..
dan's mum came and fetched us to school.
yeah and in school we met anne and we took lotsa pictures with my phone.
haha. then later juzzy, dan, tat, aud, steph kum and i took a picture together.
as we're the CRUMPLER GANG.
haha.
then later we all went to constance's club to bowl.
yeah. and we were annoying the people there.
we were so loud till the guy in charge of giving us the shoes came out to watch us.
like wtheck?
then later juzzy dan tat aud nat ruth dewi yan melly and i went to orchard to take neos.
and it was so fun lah.
juzzy melly and i kinda spoiled the machine haha.
and we took one like the jonas brothers picture.. haha so cool. they rock.
so later some of them left and tat yan melly and i went to eat at long john slivers.
haha but before that we went to the flea market there.
and we bought mish's present.
haha she'll love it i tell you..
then at long john slivers..
melly tried to be sarcastic but failed.. badly.
after eating..
aud and dan came back and they bought earrings for me..
for my really really belated birthday present.
haha.
after that..
tat yan melly and i went to far east.
and we tried on lotsa shades.
and melly and i were born to be hippies. haha
the hippie shades suit us lah.
haha. aiyah dont wanna type anymore.

2006-03-21T02:49:00.000-08:00

mrs tan reads our blogs.
gawrsh.
luckilly i password protected it..

b div is tomorrow.
going to pearn's house at 6 15 tomorrow morning.
haha.
she's so gullible
haha.
sec ones arent going cause they need to go to the zoo.
haha.
celine and debra were so pissed they looked like they were gonna cry.
aiyo..
so excited for tomorrow.
haha! i get to miss school!! haha

melly and i made a hippie/prep test today.
dewi was a hippie!
yay she's one of us.. haha!
so sick by ne-yo is so nice!
i never get bored of it.
haha. seriously.

2006-03-15T22:33:00.000-08:00

gawrsh.
this is getting boring.
i think i'm gonna abandon my blog.
again.

anyway.
melly and i made up a new word for retarded.
'microsofted'
now how retarded is that?
haha. so yeah.
and our child's names are gonna rhyme..
hers is gonna be brett and mine's gonna be matt
haha.
and she totally likes joseph from the jonas brothers.
i mean at first it was just.
yeah i dont mind dating him.
and then she had the emoticon and display picture of him
haha.
yeah and we're really serious about the california plan
haha. no really.

juzzy just came back. i think.
and she bought something for me. as my birthday present.
like wow. that's super belated.
haha. but she didnt have to buy anything for me.
having her as a friend is already a really like great present.
yeah.
haha. i love yall lah.

2006-03-12T22:29:00.000-08:00

went to danella's house yesterday.
to do our science project.
well. not exactly her house lah.
we went to the swimming pool. which was far from her block.
hah. cause she was afraid the crickets would jump into her house.
haha.
wooh. ate three ice creams yesterday too.
and danella paid for all of them
haha!
and one ice cream could FLOP!
haha cause it was the jelly thing
so cool lah.
oh and our experiment went really well..
haha.
danella was the photographer.
and i had to work with the crickets.
had a really hard time getting the crickets into the box.
ahh so bored now.
gonna have tuition in ten minutes time.

2006-03-07T05:18:00.002-08:00

IN YOUR FACE PROUD PEOPLE!

haha we won lah!
so cool!
today was just really stupid.
we weren't allowed to do our science project cause we had to go for the netball thing.
anne was really pissed i tell you.
she cried lah.
haha
anyway.
our class is bloody lucky!
haha
now cme's gonna be fun! and gross..
haha.
just explained what S and M is to juzzy.
haha so gross.
listening to man in the mirror by luther vandross usher and 98 degrees the tribute to michael jackson.
it's nice.

2006-03-06T02:11:00.000-08:00

When you're down and troubled
And you need a helping hand
And nothing, oh nothing is going right
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest night

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you got to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You've got a friend

If the sky above you
Should turn dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together
And call my name out loud, yeah
Soon I'll be knocking upon your door

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running, oh yes I will
To see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall, yeah
All you got to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Ain't it good to know that you've got a friend
When people can be so cold
They'll hurt you, and desert you
And take your soul if you let them
Oh yeah, but don't you let them

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
(oh baby don't you know 'bout)
Winter, spring, summer or fall
Hey now, all you got to do is call
Lord, I'll be there yes I will.
You've got a friend
Oh, you've got a friend.
Aint it good to know you've got a friend.
Aint it good to know you've got a friend.
You've got a friend.
-you've got a friend
-mcfly

that song's like so nice and sad.
oh and i like on and on by nick lachey too!
it's like a really sad song. i guess?
cause i was watching this video made by some person
about justin and britney's breakup
yeah
then the background music was on and on.

hah!.
so anyway.
juzzy and cons are sick today.
so yall better drink lotsa water!
so yall will be well enough to go to california.
haha.
oh and vienna told us something
which was so sick please.
not sick as in ill
but disgusting.
and one of the girls involved has a bitch face.
like....
can't say it out here.
wait kena bang sia!
haha!
woah today sucks man!
so boring sia.
haha.
i'm bored.
i think i've crapped enough for today.
juzzy, melly, anne, danella, dewi, cons!
the movie marathon's at my house.
i think. if it's overnight.
so cool! we're gonna sleep in the living room ok people?

2006-03-01T06:57:00.000-08:00

constance ate my nuts.

anyway..
today was really boring.
yeah.
we have some retreat thing tomorrow.
yeah. gonna take pictures!!
yeah lotsa them.
i feel like i'm missing out on something.
so i gotta talk to juzzy more.. yeah!
awesome. wicked.
and other people too.
i'm so tired.
gonna go sleep now.
it's like eleven already.

2006-02-27T04:08:00.000-08:00

woah. tired sia.
today was totally awesome. wicked.
haha.
FUNKYMAMAS.
yeah. we were like so fast please.
we were the last team to leave.
and there's like a 15 min gap between each group.
and we were the first ones to get to the visitors place lah.
woah the bukit timah place was stupid i tell you.
the steps were huge lah.
and so many ugly monkeys. haha
but it was so fun!
and we tried our best to be civilised.
haha.
and we had this instructor.
his name's 'elfy'.
he's short for a 23 year old.
haha. yeah.

2006-02-22T22:10:00.000-08:00

i'm like sick.
so i didnt go to school.
hahaha.
anyway..

you're really important to me too.
but you just gotta let it go and stop obsessing about it.
cause if you keep doin that then i'd really question our friendship.
yeah.
and i can't guarantee that you'll always come first.
because i have other friends who are equally important.
but i'm really proud that you're my friend.
and i love you.
yeah.

CALIFORNIA.... HERE WE COME!!
haha. yeah mahn. i love racaj!

2006-02-21T00:10:00.000-08:00

wow. today was like..
awesome.. wicked! haha
we found california on the world map.
yeah.
and we were like singing that oc song. haha
oh and we watched men of honour.
full of bastards lah that show.
no. actually only one bastard.
so after school.
juzzy constance anne kerlene roslyn and i went to the t shirt shop.
woah so cool lah some stuff.
there's this shirt that sed:
so what if i'm fat.
you're ugly and i can diet.
or something like that.
and there's one that's so sick.
it was about this dick.
hah.
oh and we saw like two scgs people there too.
one was super vain please.
and their shirt design was quite weird?
something about peas.
so bite me.. wtheck?
so then after that we went to burger king to eat.
then we went home after that.
oh in the mrt right.
juzzy and i were talking about life in
CALIFORNIA.
haha. and how we'll be going to all the premieres of the movies.
and we told roslyn that we'll be on trl.. the red carpets and all.
haha.
and we're gonna kinda go diss hilary duff.
haha. cause she's so high school-like.
so.. rachel leong anne danella stephanie and juzzy are coming to my house this friday.
for some lit project.
and i think i'm gonna miss training again.
but even if we didnt have the thing on friday.
i won't be able to go anyway.
i'm sick.
can't recover that fast you know.
so during the march holidays.. in march.
yeah.
juzzy and all are coming over for a movie marathon.
haha. cool. awesome. wicked.
yeah.
so we're gonna go rent the movies we dont have.
oh and i wanna go watch the pink panther.. walk the line and just my luck!
haha.

2006-02-17T04:51:00.000-08:00

today's just really retarded.
training was retarded.
we went to the playground and played in the rain.
and got our butts wet.
danella's her usual irritating self.
haha. and she got like the highest for chinese ca?!
i failed. by two marks. ooh bummer.
oh and juzzy too.
she almost cried today.
so scary. i've never seen her cry before.
seriously.
could see the tears in her eyes.
my tuition teacher's so gonna kill me.
but who cares about chinese man.
i mean.
my melon and i already planned which subjects we're gonna take and do really well for.
haha. so we're gonna get like 4 or 5 a1s.. at least.
haha. so we can go to california and do all those stuff juzzy and i planned to do..
haha.. -check my friendster profile. the plan's there.
so yeah.

2006-02-15T19:28:00.000-08:00

hahahaha.
so cool.
i just created this blog for fun.
cause i dont usually post.
yeah.